Letting go

Today I wanted to cry. I lot has happened as some of you know. But today I wanted to focus on something else. I have a problem with anger. I watched a movie called crash. Unfortunately I could not watch all of it. The movie is about racism. I hate racism. The sad thing is I don't know what I am angry about. Is it the fact that people judge others just upon what they look like or just because they are different the others? It doesn't make sense that people hate each other just because of the differences. I was taught that you get to know the person then make you decision. But I have found that if you hate someone for whatever reason that is just as bad. It makes me ask why do we hate? What is hate? And why is it so strong? How do we solve this problem? I don't want to hate anymore. I don't want to hate anybody. JESUS taught to love everybody even your enemies. That will solve the problem. This is a lesson that will take the rest of my life to learn. GOD bless.

What to do

The past few weeks have been an attitude adjust. A few weeks ago I was listening to a sermon about 3 young men and a fiery furnace. During this time I had prayed to GOD for such and experience for my life. The events that were to follow made me rethink about that prayer. First my wife purse was stolen while we were in san Fran, next my company truck breaks down for a week which means I did not work during this time. Bills kept coming in and creditor's kept calling, I had to quit my last job and find a new one I was blessed when I did, I am a tow tuck driver , rent was due and GOD came through for month of Aug, now we have enough money for food and that is it. Well a few days ago I was in training for the tow truck and my foot got smashed. I have been out of work of a least five days now. I'm not sure what to do. And bills keep coming. Every time I think of all this I start to cry. GOD has something planed but for what I not sure. I know I don't have it as bad as some so I try a stay grateful for what I do have.